Freesia

More songs as poems. This is one to be listened to loud, through headphones, full of red wine and walking towards the sunset over the sea.

Freesia /Throwing Muses(The song here}

Old home night
You bent like the jackals outside
"I wish" you lisp

What's the matter?
Don't you like the way
It all went down?

Up all night
That city hates you
Won't let you walk right
You list
You kissed your last victim

Don't you like the way
It all went down?

Creep past God
Worth a shot
You deserve it
Times are hard
"I'll drink" you think
What's the matter?
How's your heart?
All night
Eyes bright
Like the jackals outside
"I wish" you lisp

What's the matter?
Don't you like the way
It all went down?

Sunset on the floor
A red and orange doorway
Freesia from the walk home bends down low and you don't know

Rainy Night House

On a rainy day, thinking about a song I used to listen to a lot in my teens, and songwriters as poets, and painters as poets. Which is where Joni Mitchell came in, as she is all of those things. Some of her rhymes can be a bit off the mark, but the whole thing just works.

There is always a song for every day, and every situation I find myself in. It's how I cope. During this whole weird time I've had a growing song list that I listen to when walking. I listen at night with headphones on and music too loud, or drive alone with the music too loud, always remembering it's deafening whenever I have a passenger. I feel deeply, and often cry a lot, which is the effect I would want to have if I'd written those songs. Not to make people sad, but to make them feel too much. I know it's something I could never do, so I give all the credit, all the emotion, to those who can, and do.

This song came to me today when heavy, warm rain started to fall. I used to listen this, taped illegally from a vinyl album I got out of the the Oldham Library record section, loud through headphones after a night out in the rain-soaked streets of Manchester. Like most songs I go back to over and over, the words mean as much as the music. They always do...

Link to the song....  Rainy Night House

It was a rainy night
We took a taxi to your mother's home
She went to Florida and left you
With your father's gun, alone
Upon her small white bed
I fell into a dream
You sat up all the night and watched me
To see, who in the world I might be

I am from the Sunday school
I sing soprano in the upstairs choir
You are a holy man
On the F.M. radio
I sat up all the night and watched thee
To see, who in the world you might be

You called me beautiful
You called your mother, she was very tanned
So you packed your tent and you went
To live out in the Arizona sand
You are a refugee
From a wealthy family
You gave up all the golden factories
To see, who in the world you might be